Chapter 4 (Love and Honor)
Dad?!
I rush to the scene. Terrified of what just happened. Is he in there? Did he make it out?
Is my father okay?
Flames are burning and melting the metal. I hear the emergency team coming but I have to get him out of there now! It is hard to breath here. Too much smoke. I can see the cockpit. It is smashed in.
The path to the cockpit is a maze. Debree is everywhere. I push rubble to the side and try to avoid the fire. I cut myself on something sharp but I barely noticed. My only focus is getting my father out of there.
God the metal is hot!
What just happened? I am making my way to the cockpit as I break the glass to reach for my dad who looks to be unconsious.
I have to get him out!
I take off the mask. The Belt doesn't want to break loose. I look for something to cut it but I am pulled back. I struggle to get back to him but no use. I am back to the group. Doctor Cope is now holding me back.
"They got it Josh."
The emergency team got equipment to break him out. He is still unconsious.
I am a wreck. I can't lose him too.
I look back at Yvonni who is just staring at me. I think she knows what I am feeling right now. I look back at the wreck, then at the emergency team that carries him off.
I have to follow them.
I break lose of Doctor Cope's Grip and run after them. I can hear Yvonni's voice behind me telling me to slow down.
I can't slow down.
I lost sight of them. But I know they are going to the hospital wing. I take a shortcut through the Cafeteria. Nearly ran into a couple pilots and a scientist. A tray is knocked over. The halls I end up in are empty. I know the hosptial wing is a few corners away.
I turn the first corner. A door is blocking me. I push it but no luck. It is lock. I turn around and go the other way but ran into Yvonni who finally caught up to me.
"Come on Josh," she says. "This way."
She pulls me. We go through a room I never been in before. Room looks empty. We head to the other side of the room and crash through the door.
I see them.
From the distance, I can hear one of the medics say, "He is in Critical condition, take him in."
I take the lead and try to catch up before they enter the Hospital but I am too late. As soon as they entered the room, I am blocked by a body and the doors become shut.
"Dad!" I yell. My voice can probably be heard from across the station.
"Sweetheart," The gentle voice belongs to my mother. She is holding on to me tight. I can't let go.
I don't want to let go.
"I have to make sure he is ok, please." I said with a panicking tone.
I can't lose him too.
"I know, but sweetheart, we need to do what we do." For such a critical situation, she is acting so calm. Which actually calms me alittle.
I am just thinking of all the things we actually went through. The lost of my brother, his son. We used to play space fights in my room. We pretend we were ships and we throw pillows at each other pretending they were bombs and we had to dodge them. I would be Earth, my father would be Venus and my Brother, Mars. My mother would come into the room and give us hot chocolate and we used to believe it was ship fuel.
My mother lets me go.
"Go sit down honey." She directs me to the bench.
I sit and Yvonni follows my action and sits next to me. She leans her head on my shoulder and wraps her arm around me. I need her comfort. We always been this close. My mother goes into the room. And everything goes silent.
"I am here with you Josh."
I am just staring at the wall in front of me.
What do I do? What could I do?
I can hear activity going on in the room behind me. I tune it out. I don't want to hear what they are doing to him.
The hall is empty again. Just me and Yvonni on a bench. It is darker in this hall. I look up to see one of the lights is dimmed out.
Yvonni starts to sing a melody softly. Quietly.
Love is all,
The laughter and the tears that fall,
The mundane and the magical,
Love is all.
All is love,
The careless word, the healing touch,
The getting and the giving of,
All is love.
All the glory,
All the pain,
All the passion
That turns to ashes
Only to rise again.
A tear rolls down my right cheek. I close my eyes. Her voice is remarkable. I never knew she could sing. Makes me love her even more.
Memories continue to flow through my head. This time it is my brother and I. Back when I was 10 and he was 14.
"I want to fly a Mark 7 like dad." He says. Holding a toy model of the old Mark 7.
I take the toy from his hand. "Of course you do." I said. "Its strong."
"Yea. And it can outrun a Starlight."
Starlights are huge ships. Strongest of all. They look like giant claws. They are used in almost every squadron now.
"We will fly one." I replied. "Me and you against the universe."
My father enters the room. "Come on little guys, time to go to bed."
My brother reponds. "I am not little..."
"Smaller than me." I said. He pushes me and he rushes out the room. I follow.
My eyes open. I wipe my eye with my sleeve.
I hear the doors next to me open and a group of medics walk out. My mother follows them and stops in the middle of the hall.
I get up. And look at her.
Is he ok?
She turns around. Our eyes met.
Its been a couple seconds before a tear forms and rolls down her cheek.